aku mengorak langkah menuju ke hadapan
untuk menghadapi dia
jantungku berdegup kencang
seriously!
lagi teruk daripada mase nak amek result pmr dulu
tangan aku dah start shaking
suara pulak cam nak xnak je kluar
namun aku gagahi jua
'mak. afte amek result nanti kiteorang ade mini reunion.
sehari jek. esoknye adik balek laa.
ade banyak grup.
ade yg langkawi, perak, kl.
tapi adik ngan geng adik plih jb je.
sebab mak mest xbagi nye kan g jauh2.'
aku menunggu respon dari si dia
namun tiada sebarang kata pon yang keluar dari mulutnya
'boleh laa mak ehh.
kawan adik dari kelntan kedah sume sanggup turun sebab nak jumpa.
lepas ni mane ade mase nak jumpe ngan diorang dahh.'
my heart pumped faster.
i thought today is the best tyme to get all out
friday ; a day full with barakah
waiting for her to say something
but still she didnt show any response
her eyes are kept on the screen
watching cinta fitri at tv9
i know
even she stay quiet
not paying any attention at me
she heard what had i told her
hopelessly
i made a move to my room
leaving her alone
hoping for her to think about it
Ya Allah kau lembutkan lahh hati mereka *mak and abah*
untuk membenarkan ku join the mini reunion
and may our plan goes well:)
kak mah pernah cakap
kalau dah cakap ngan mak confirm dia xbagi
but it;s better for me to try
eventhough i know the chance to get the permission is
as thin as a piece of paper *rekaan sendiri
tapi sekurang2 nya dah try kan
takde lah aku menyesal sangat nanti kann
hmm. speachless. kbye. damn. my hand still shaking --'
# guys, please doakan saya berjaya. i really need the permission :(
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