black vs white

still got some homework to do

calculus and hafal goi untuk fukusyu

but why im here

untuk ketenangan mungkin

nak express dekat orang belum tentu dorang nak dengar

so the best way is blogging ._.

so here i am

dari seronok seronok tengok lawak ke der 2

sumpah wa cakap terbaek ! (Y)

penat gelak kronik gile

tetibe kena marah

okay mood spoiled

tapi macam abaikan je la

jangan ikutkan sangat perasaan

after mandi semua dah rasa lega sikit

text him macam biasa

and satu lagi benda mengacau

tak boleh teman dia pergi interview this saturday

serious macam down

padahal bukan big matter pon kan

mengada je kau ni azlin -.-

but for me it's a big thing

i mean this big or maybe ++++

entah kenapa rasa macam sedih

padahal sebab ibu dia ada boleh teman

tapi entah macam berbuku rasa kat hati ni

that white side cakap

takpe lin. he need his mum more than you especially on that day. you shouldnt expect more from him  lagipon kan that saturday boleh balik rumah akak and continue your mission. ahad tu still boleh jumpa kan. chill la. you can give support through phone right?

but the other side said the gyaku

dah elok elok plan tetiba tak boleh teman pulak. setakat support through phone baik tak payah. dah plan kan nak pergi book fair after that. asal semua serabut ni? tengok la. kalau satu benda ni tak jadi nanti lain mesti tak jadi. pastu nanti jadi macam hari tu lagi. dia bengang plan drag and korang gaduh. padan muka.

chit

what the fish

whats wrong with me

kenapa kacau bilau sangat hati ni

maybe one of the reason is hormone

tapi entah la

or maybe sebenarnya kiteorang tak patut keluar langsung kot

or maybe tah tah ada je budak sini yang tak suka dia datang every weekend

sebab alasan dia datang is nak jumpa aku

mungkin ada manusia yang rasa

bapak ah every week jumpa, every week keluar. gatal sangat pergi kahwin je la !

atau mungkin jugak sebenarnya dia terpaksa untuk spend his time

datang sini semua every weekend

entah la

tapi hati ni kuat mengatakan yang

akan tiba satu masa yang dia tak boleh nak datang every weekend dah

mungkin dalam masa terdekat

mungkin ._.

tapi boleh ke aku terima

boleh ke redha macam tu je

i know his priority was not on me

tapi entah

betul ke aku ni queen control?

or actually im not mature enough to handle this heart feeling

got no idea at all ._.

to whom it may concern,

im sorry for making your life complicated

me myself cant handle my feeling

my emotion

i'm sorry :(